A Pen Can Kill A Person

Why there must be a "big deal" happened on me every year?
Fishy! When am I able to get rid of this name!?
I always too kind to strangers
The word "NO" always not able to speak out from my mouth
I always regret what had I done!
I always ignore whatever my family, my dear, and my friends advice
I know I am stubborn.. Insist what I wanted..

撞板了才知道痛!
I am the luckily one
There is always someone “替我收拾烂摊子 ”
My parents and my dear..
Sorry~
I will be smart and think twice before I do it

我不是真正的快乐

I smile do not mean that I am happy
I cry is because of I am sad
I emo is probably linked to my unhappy mood

I missed those days in Malaysia, my home
I miss everyone... My dear parents & siblings... My lovely friends...
I hope to be in Malaysia with you all now!!!

Although I made some new friends here
But... the feeling is so unfamiliar.. so strange..
Sometimes I do feel lonely...and regret

I am the kind of person who cannot stand of loneliness
I love standing in crowd
I want meet a group of funny, cute, and playful best friends here

Love is a must for my entire life!
Despite, friendship can waive my loneliness too..
Lover will caring & love me all time but friendship do so

I need someone to accompany and cheering me...

Maybe... It needs to take time~
God Bless!!!

My Uni life

My University

I started my degree life in SMa, Singapore
I take Bachelor of Commerce in Marketing and Management
The study environment is nearly the same as Malaysia
All the lecturers are funny and experienced teaching in Murdoch

But... the thing is I do not really know them well
And... I not familiar with Singapore
Peck Teng is only the girl I quite close with
We sit together, lunch together, shop together, and back together...

Recently I busied with assignments and mid term test
The lecturers said that our final exam is not easy
We must study harder
Murdoch is a mad dog uni but it is a well-known & recognized uni
I felt stressful
But... I manage the handle it XD

I hate to be an International Student
Because, I have to go to school to attend self study session for 3 hours
Even though I have no class on the day
I need to go there to take attendance during weekdays
In additional, I cannot work either paid or unpaid
It is illegal to work in Singapore while holding International Student Pass

SMa is located in Bugis, City Centre
I always shop at Bugis Junction & Bugis Street
I love SMa and Murdoch

Recommended song@4

 我不會喜歡你(陳柏霖)

作詞：徐譽庭
作曲：陳柏霖、王宏恩

我想我應該　應該不會愛你　為了要努力　努力的不愛你
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你　這樣你就不忍心和我分離
我想我討厭　討厭驕傲的你　也討厭美好　美好的那個你
於是我要自己假裝討厭你 那麼你就捨不得離我而去

我必須說我真的不會喜歡你　我不喜歡你佔據我所有思緒
連你的竊笑也像是鼓勵　從早安後的早餐到晚餐後的晚安
別笑了　別笑了　我不會喜歡你

我放空了　我解脫了　你還是在我的眼裡
我喜歡了　我討厭了　影響不了我的呼吸

原來我　已經無法自拔　我秘密的　愛上你

你不必懂　我真的不會喜歡你
我不想要你因為我變得消極
有你的城市下雨也美麗
從黎明後的太陽　到深夜裡的月光
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你

问世间情为何物

我要快乐
我要爱情
我要家人
我要朋友
我要学业

现在的我非常需要被呵护
我没你们眼中的坚强
我的心犹如一片玻璃，
一碰就会碎

难道我那么的不被人
疼爱
爱惜
珍惜
保护
为我付出一切
？？？

问世间情为何物...

My BIG day [ Convocation 26.11.2011 ]

I was really excited and enjoyed on that day!

While sitting in college hall, all of us were playing around and chatting with each others

We also took photos as memories

I was quite nervous when there was my turn to receive my scroll from principal

 See Shir Liey

Merit

My Name

After the ceremony, is time to snap snap snap....

My dear was my photographer on that day

He was professional  XD My officially graduated now!

My convocation was held on Saturday, 26.11.2011 afternoon session

My dear fetched my mum and me to TARC

It should be a shiny day but it rain heavily in sudden

but... The rain never stops me to take photos

I would like to thanks to my lovely parents and family who raised me and always support me in my studies

 Family photo

Mummy & Me

My lovely parents

 Study is not an easy path way for our future... It is challenging  & fun!

Diploma is just a little succeed in our studies... there are more to go!

I take this opportunity to thanks to my DEM 1 friends, especially my group mate, Pin Yin, Khai Hui,

Kar Wai, Chang Hong...

Because of you all, I can graduate from Diploma

Thank You guys! I love you all!

 I love this photo! with Chang Hong & SS

DEM & Mr. Wee

DEM 1

 DEM 1 and 4

Throw High In the Sky

Diploma in E-Commerce & Marketing

 I did have fun in these 2 years and 4 months with you guys..

We went to travel in Genting in 1 sem, celebrated Christmas in Klang, 1 day trip to Taman Pertanian  & Genting... and our graduation trip to Langkawi!

I grown up and learned a lot from you all...

I never be a "FISH" in future!

Lastly there is one important person I would like to thank...

My lover, Sze Yuen

He accompanied me since Sem 1 until now and future

He gives me moral support and cheer me when I feel tired in study

Between he also helped me a lot in my courseworks...

He is smart and amazing!

I Love You, Lao Gong!

 Dear & Me

We love each other

I graduated!!!

Our life

Our life are changed...
We busying with our career
Lesser time to communicate
But... it does not mean that we're changed
We have our own leisure time
Yet the timing may be deprive our interaction time
But... we're fully involved in this relationship
We appreciated it very much

Working has made me tired and bored
I missed you so much while working in office
Thanks for your calling which can encourage me to work harder

I miss the time we go travel, shopping, eating, movie,...
I might be busying with earning money
This saving is for our future
You are the most important to me
I need you all the time...
You're my everything!!!

I believe you that you're a friendly guy in office
Because of this, you're popular among them especially girls 
You know what you are doing
And.. I truly in believe with you

Let's enjoy the songs:
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《喜欢》－古巨基

喜歡你的頭髮　喜歡你的臉頰　喜歡你微笑的時候眼裡藏不住的光
喜歡你的害羞　喜歡你的瘋狂　想要一天二十四個小時守在你身旁

喜歡開你玩笑　喜歡叫你傻瓜　喜歡嚇你一跳時候看你慌張的模樣
喜歡搭你肩膀　喜歡你會怕癢　喜歡趁你沒有防備偷襲你的手指甲

想要抱你一下　貼緊我的胸膛　想要告訴你這樣下去不是辦法
想要把你綁架　想要帶你回家　想要非常認真嚴肅的承諾地老天荒
想要非常認真嚴肅的承諾地老天荒

思念你令我驚慌　想到你令我膨脹　你的每個笑容都會令我幸福的快爆炸
見你的時候我總是說些傻呼呼的蠢話　令我隨時隨地瀕臨瘋狂

《自造浪漫》－郑中基／陈慧琳

(男)幻想这城市喧哗的街
变成无人美丽的海岸
(女)别多话别破坏这想像
要跟你尽兴徜徉
(男)幻想眼花撩乱的霓虹
变成乾净无瑕的星光
(女)闭上眼学你一样祈祷
但愿真的能够实现愿望
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)丝丝点点浪漫累积著情感
(男)平凡之中制造一些些惊喜和希望
(女)甜蜜难计算忧烦不来纠缠
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)你我瞬间浪漫永远忘不掉
(合)关於爱的能量怎样都用不完多奇妙
(music)
(男)幻想这城市喧哗的街
变成无人美丽的海岸
(女)别多话别破坏这想像
要跟你尽兴徜徉
(男)幻想眼花撩乱的霓虹
变成乾净无瑕的星光
(女)闭上眼学你一样祈祷
但愿真的能够实现愿望
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)丝丝点点浪漫累积著情感
(男)平凡之中制造一些些惊喜和希望
(女)甜蜜难计算忧烦不来纠缠
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)你我瞬间浪漫永远忘不掉
(合)关於爱的能量怎样都用不完多奇妙
(music)
la.....
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)丝丝点点浪漫累积著情感
(男)平凡之中制造一些些惊喜和希望
(女)甜蜜难计算忧烦不来纠缠
(男)平淡之中制造一些些浪漫
(女)你我瞬间浪漫永远忘不掉
(合)关於爱的能量怎样都用不完多奇妙
la.......