A Pen Can Kill A Person

Why there must be a "big deal" happened on me every year?
Fishy! When am I able to get rid of this name!?
I always too kind to strangers
The word "NO" always not able to speak out from my mouth
I always regret what had I done!
I always ignore whatever my family, my dear, and my friends advice
I know I am stubborn.. Insist what I wanted..

撞板了才知道痛!
I am the luckily one
There is always someone “替我收拾烂摊子 ”
My parents and my dear..
Sorry~
I will be smart and think twice before I do it