My happy 20th Birthday

1st birthday celebration: 2 July 2011; Pasir Palembang
Ellan, Vyonne, Chuan, Sue Shen, and Candy
had celebrated my birthday with me
We had a steamboat for dinner
Ellan baked a pandan cake for me
I really love it so much & appreciate it!
We had a wonderful night...

Pandan Cake

I LOVE U ALL!

2nd birthday celebration: 10 July 2011; Muar
Dear celebrated my birthday with me
After the TT with Fortezens..
Dear brought me to a romantic restaurant, Cowboy Cafe for dinner
There was no customer, only both of us
We enjoyed the food and drink
He purposely ordered a "pink" beverage
It is my favorite!

Mango Chicken Chop

Mushroom Soup

We had took some photos^^

Sweet memory

After dinner, dear brought me to secret recipes
These are my birthday cakes:

Before going back home, he brought to a walk nearby Sg. Muar

We walked under the moon light

The moment was so romantic

Ps: Dear purposely changed his Forte to white colour is because me...& my birthday ^.^

3rd birthday celebration: 11 July 2011; Genting Klang
DEM 1 buddies had celebrated my birthday with me after class
We went to Japanese Steamboat for dinner

Yummy!

They bought me a red high heels...

I love this birthday present!

 Thank You DEM 1 buddies

Desmond & Villa bullied me...

I ate the jagung ice-cream with planta was because of them >.<

I have no idea with the candles...

"Silly"

Make wishes!

Lets enjoy the video...

Thanks my friends & my love for celebrated my 20th birthday =D

Dear's Graduation Day!!

16 July 2011 @ Lim Kok Wing University, afternoon session
There were a thousand of people graduated from LKW University
My dear was one of them

The ceremony was held in Hall of Fame
Many Sultan came for this ceremony
The hall was very grand and big
The environment was full with joy
I started imagine on my own convo
It will be very grand and happy as well
I can't waiting for my graduation day

After sat on the chair
Dear and I kept finding each other
Finally I saw him when he going to grab the certificate from Lim Kok Wing
He was so handsome and smart
I'm really proud of him
Congratulation Lao Gong

We went out from the hall after dear grabbed the certificate
We went out to take photos
I took down all the memorable moment with dear
We took a lot of sweet photos
Besides that, I had bought 3 roses with a graduation bear for dear
That day was wonderful

We enjoyed the food which prepared for us
It just a simple and nice catering

Congratulation my dear!

无奈

我的心真的很痛
眼里的泪水不停留地打晃

真的好无奈
永远都无条件地信任你
但你总是爱问我假设性的问题
100%的信任也会变成怀疑...
疑惑...
茫然...
彷徨无主...
我要的是百分百的信任，安全感...

突然间对未来感到好陌生!!!

Busy & Stress

Long time didn't update my blog
I'm back!!!
Firstly I really happy and appreciate for doing everything for me, my dear
Take serious of my words
Bring me for every movies...and food...
Secondly, sing k~
I love the "Beauty and the Beast" song...muackzz
That was the first time ever we sang songs togather
Thanks to the event producer, Rio...

Now I'm fighting for last sem
Focusing in study to continue further study in KDU
Pray hard to me people^^
Gambateh!

Happy Night @ TBowl Cafe

Today I watched Fast 5 alone in Times Square
My dear did not want to accompany me so I decided to watch it alone^^
This was my ever first time...
It was a complicated feeling...
Happy, Sad, Shy, Uncomfortable,...
I sat on a wrong seat at the beginning...
It so emberresing >.<

Anywhere, Fast 5 is a nice & exciting movie
Recommended movie!!! Thumb up!

After that, my mum, brother, and me rushed to Sg. Wang to meet with my dear
My dear and his friends were shooting in Tbowl Cafe
We took a lot of photos at the cafe, Sg. Wang main lobby, and Sg. Wang main entrance
Snap, snap, snap,...

My dear and me took lots of sweet photos...
I am quite proud of him...
He had progressed took initiative to take romantic photos with me =)
I will remember the moment forever...
I'm really happy tonight~
Thanks for giving me the happiness, dear...
I love You! 

Broken heart "Love"

What is "LOVE"?
In my perception, love is two person who are falling in love together and he is my Mr. Right.

How to carring your lover?
By showing him, he is very important to you.
Love him, take care him, concern him, trust him, play around with him...

Today my mood really suck... "sad"
I am hoping to have a wonderful and romantic moment with my dear
It was happened at the beginning...
I went to Muar secretly, giving dear a big surprise
He really shocked, surprised, and happy when saw me standing at his house.
We were very happy for this 3 days including this morning...

But everything was totally changed in the afternoon...in the bus.
Because of no place which allowed us to sit together,
we sat separately...

I didn't pick up dear's call...
I was playing PSP games, didn't noticed my phone was ringing...
He called me at the 4th time and finally I answered.
but, it was a hurting call...
He didn't talked much and ended with crueler "bye"

Finally we arrived TBS...
He waited me at the escalator but we didn't talk to each other even left separately in TBS
I said "bye" to him... he just left without say nothing and even didn't see or smile with me at all!

Broken heart!
Dissappointed!

What had I done to him? Why is me again?
This is unfair... I cried all the day...
Why always want to hurt me and mad with me!?
Is this the way you showing your love to me?
Sometimes I really do not know how to communicate with you and what are you thinking now!

I am a sentimental girl...
Can you don't ever mad with me again!!!

Recommended Book

I had bought a new book

"The Air Asia Story"

It is revised edition written by Sen Ze and Jayne Ng

This book is about how a young Airline made it possible for Everyone to Fly & become a runaway success practically overnight.
"Everyone can Fly"

How did Dato' Tony Fernandes, a Malaysian India entrepreneur made it?!

"Believe the unbelievable, dream the impossible and don't take "NO" for an answer."

As a successful entrepreneurs, we should practice it!
"Never say Never!"
"Everything is possible, Nothing is impossible!"

I enjoy reading with this book...
It will give the readers some inspirations of to be a successful entrepreneur.