Broken heart "Love"

What is "LOVE"?
In my perception, love is two person who are falling in love together and he is my Mr. Right.

How to carring your lover?
By showing him, he is very important to you.
Love him, take care him, concern him, trust him, play around with him...

Today my mood really suck... "sad"
I am hoping to have a wonderful and romantic moment with my dear
It was happened at the beginning...
I went to Muar secretly, giving dear a big surprise
He really shocked, surprised, and happy when saw me standing at his house.
We were very happy for this 3 days including this morning...

But everything was totally changed in the afternoon...in the bus.
Because of no place which allowed us to sit together,
we sat separately...

I didn't pick up dear's call...
I was playing PSP games, didn't noticed my phone was ringing...
He called me at the 4th time and finally I answered.
but, it was a hurting call...
He didn't talked much and ended with crueler "bye"

Finally we arrived TBS...
He waited me at the escalator but we didn't talk to each other even left separately in TBS
I said "bye" to him... he just left without say nothing and even didn't see or smile with me at all!

Broken heart!
Dissappointed!

What had I done to him? Why is me again?
This is unfair... I cried all the day...
Why always want to hurt me and mad with me!?
Is this the way you showing your love to me?
Sometimes I really do not know how to communicate with you and what are you thinking now!

I am a sentimental girl...
Can you don't ever mad with me again!!!